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And you should or something witty here. [Jun. 2nd, 2015|09:50 pm]
bigstusexy
I should be going through a box of old papers and items that I found it Stuart the other day, but instead I accidentally hit the button to open the browser to this and I've been reading and commenting for the last hour instead of doing anything that I should. Or perhaps whatever he's going to be here to share some words that hopefully help someone. also it's all been done by voice typing, and so is this post and hopefully its readable because I'm not going back.

I think if I could have one superpower right now it would be to make my friends happy. I have a few friends going through a few things it's kind of talking it mean that they are and if they are feeling the best, but some of the more happy people that I know .



Last night or the night before I had some really awesome dreams, I can't remember any of them but they were just dream dreams. what I mean is that usually my dreams are recaps of the day, me to consciously thinking about saying I need to do, or a reoccurring theme of running from something that's going to kill me or doing that while trying to take someone with me, or trying to protect someone, and there's another thing I can't really remember right now. This was none of that, it was nothing at all, that I could really put my finger on where it came from or if it came from anything at all. It seems to be just a dream for the sake of dreaming, not a nightmare and not really that happy but also meant that Monday. It's like my subconscious sleeping mine had nothing to do and worry about but dream! which is something that hasn't happened in many years.

I think I'm going to get up off the floor now see about dinner try to get through at least that box, and there's a basket to look at as well. I'm preparing for something huge that I don't want to talk about yet until it's done. Although telling you guys here it's much more if what I do you than any other place.

I hope you all are in good spirits or at least and the ability to have a little fun here and there, take care all and I'll see you again soon.
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You move like they do. [Apr. 30th, 2015|06:35 pm]
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I'm in this room dodging people left and right without moving. I'm kind of in a foul mood today so I don't really want to talk to anyone, let alone people I work with. So I'm sitting with earphones on at a table by myself, not looking up at anyone and avoiding eye contact like a ninja. I don't much care if I seem antisocial because right now I am!


I'm here to pickup two awards and well free food. This night will go well if no one sit near me. Boss just sat next to me but he's cool.
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Hey everybody! [Apr. 17th, 2015|10:25 pm]
bigstusexy
It's another post! I'm pretty sure you don't want to hear too much about me messing around with this battery powered amp I have. Long story short the adapter is dead but I have a portable battery that can power it and I might rig up a USB cable to work with the plug from the old adapter.

I don't really have too much to say, the only thing I had was a small issue that I ran across and I have it ran it past anyone. I don't really voice my feelings too much in person, well that is my anger. I've recently done so twice with my girlfriend and while I'm getting over the feeling that I'm just whining or asking for more attention, I am not ready to deal with the fact that it makes her feel bad. I don't know, I don't want to inflict pain on someone else because I'm angry, and it's not the way I'm telling her or how I'm doing it it could be cut and dry as just saying you angered me by doing this. Bah, I dislike confrontation.

I'm working on the pictures from the wedding of one of my new best friends. I'll link you guys in somehow, maybe to my Flickr? I'm actually surprised how well this text to speech is working and works with weird words. despite that last paragraph things are going fine with my girlfriend and myself I'm actually sitting in her place on a couch while she's at work right now. really wish she had a box fan, it's kind of warm in here and usually there is a nice breeze from the window but its not enough right now.


I learned an even better way to put returns now! Well, I think that's about all I can babble out for now if anyone is reading this and they want to know something in particular just let me know. I think I fixed a few mistakes? bye!
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Autobiographical karaoke. [Apr. 7th, 2015|09:38 pm]
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Hi! Hello, welcome, howdy? I haven't used this thing in a very long time, I've been using other sites newer social networks. none of them seem to be as expressive as this place, but my problem with it is that it takes more time and effort to look at it in a browser.

The weird thing is that just about this in tire post it's going to be done by voice. Not a voice post because I don't have any plus time, but the text to speech is provided by my phone. Well I do find the google server base, returned to phone speech to text works very well I don't think it will work while I'm driving. Would you something I've always really want it because I spent a lot of time driving and thinking and I wish I could put that down and post. The only thing I don't know how to do is return or like brakes.

Looking at my last post since I was complaining about two ladies. one of them I don't even know if she's dead or alive, she's probably alive I just do not talk to her at all, and the other one is engaged to be married later this year and it might not be invited. I should probably start off by saying that I have a girlfriend! things are going pretty well and unknown to most people we're thinking about moving in together extremely soon. I still work at the same place pretty much doing the same thing, I am about to get a promotion / reassignment but it's not going to be as much as I wanted to be but it may keep me around for a while. They want me to get some certificates and I'm going to have to talk to them about that there is some training at what to do but an actual certificate it is probably a lot more and not actually worth it, I could go and get certified but that's also going to speak my exit from the company.

Hey! I know how to move the cursor down now! let's see, what else is new. I've bought my first ever new car, I kind of needed it as I Drive over a hundred miles to see my girlfriend every weekend. The old car was nice but it needed too much work, I'm kind of afraid I'm putting too many miles on the new car. Sarah is still with me and she's even purring next to my leg right now.

I forgot the last thing I wanted to talk about. I just remembered but actually it's not something I why a post in public. I think I've rambled on enough already and hopefully it all makes sense, I've caught a few words that weren't correctly identified. As with many users I'm saying once again that I'm going to try to use this more and also read more. I'm not really happy with the changes that have been made to the friends list, feed or list, as it really cuts down on the number of entries I see and not that I have many friends posting anymore. Oh, I've taken probably over 20,000 something pictures since the last time I've posted the picture and now. I'm on my second DSLR camera and I kinda like it, no that ain't even call myself an amateur - just a hobbyist.

Well, thanks for reading and I hope to do it again soon.
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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2013|12:17 pm]
bigstusexy
Hello.
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The day I tried to live [Jun. 2nd, 2013|11:55 pm]
bigstusexy
According to foursquare, I am the mayor of the friend zone.


You ever get shocked and you don't want to sleep, like maybe your mind is still processing it all?


sorry that I'm just here to sulk. I do actually read here everyday or more so see nothing is new everyday. then the new friends page logic makes it look like I have no friends (but I've found a way to see the old logic)
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2013|02:19 pm]
bigstusexy
I dislike the say they do the friends list now, and also go my biggest reason for having kept the old style.

Now (at least for free?) the friends list is based on time not number of items. I use to be able to go back like 20 items? Now they roll off after some time. While this may be better if you can have more items in that time period, for me it just reminds me that my F-list isn't that active and I loose my older posts if I don't hop on them quick enough.

Also, Hello.
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HI! [Mar. 2nd, 2013|09:19 pm]
bigstusexy
I know I've been a bad LJ friend. I am here and I look just about every day but lately I have seen new posts and say that I want to devote time but never come back to even read!

I have popped in to post another shameless plug. You know that photo thing I do? Well I've started year four:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/tsuwado/sets/72157632899541160/

I will be back later to post something else just for you guys!
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2013|06:12 am]
bigstusexy
I think I've fallen in with the wrong crowd in G+ but I like it. I think, I don't know, they make me feel old. Is this insane? It's a good way to waste time, time that I don't always have actually.
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Yikes [Jan. 8th, 2013|10:52 pm]
bigstusexy
I am crazy, my brain went into over drive making music for a style of music that iI dislike! I made a audio note in. evernote, perhaps iI week transcribe it one day.
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